♥♡♥ #rain #rainbow #stars

♥♡♥ #rain #rainbow #stars

@2 days ago with 3 notes
#rainbow #stars #rain 
Beautiful sky on the drive home.  How could someone not believe in God when seeing this? #sunset #beautiful #Godspainting

Beautiful sky on the drive home. How could someone not believe in God when seeing this? #sunset #beautiful #Godspainting

@6 days ago
#beautiful #sunset #godspainting 
Dressed extra patriotic today in honor of America. I know it’s been 13 years, but it’s still affecting us.  Don’t forget to pray for the victims’ family and friends, the military, our leaders, and America as a whole. 
I also want to say that NOBODY can take us down, no matter how hard they may try. We are strong and brave, and we won’t let anyone put fear into our lives.  God bless America. #911 #neverforget #pray #GodBlessAmerica

Dressed extra patriotic today in honor of America. I know it’s been 13 years, but it’s still affecting us. Don’t forget to pray for the victims’ family and friends, the military, our leaders, and America as a whole.
I also want to say that NOBODY can take us down, no matter how hard they may try. We are strong and brave, and we won’t let anyone put fear into our lives. God bless America. #911 #neverforget #pray #GodBlessAmerica

@1 week ago
#pray #neverforget #911 #godblessamerica 
Nobody can be you better than you. Nobody can be me better than me.  IMMA DO ME!  ;) #beoriginal #immadome #imaweirdo

Nobody can be you better than you. Nobody can be me better than me. IMMA DO ME! ;) #beoriginal #immadome #imaweirdo

@1 week ago
#beoriginal #imaweirdo #immadome 
Representin’! GO SAINTS!!!!!! #whodat #saints #neworleans #whodattexas #stilllovethecowboys

Representin’! GO SAINTS!!!!!! #whodat #saints #neworleans #whodattexas #stilllovethecowboys

@1 week ago
#whodattexas #stilllovethecowboys #saints #whodat #neworleans 
The devil is a liar.  NEVER listen to him.  NEVER give him a second. God knows your heart and who you are. #Godknows #thedevilisaliar #mistakes

The devil is a liar. NEVER listen to him. NEVER give him a second. God knows your heart and who you are. #Godknows #thedevilisaliar #mistakes

@3 days ago
#thedevilisaliar #godknows #mistakes 
We also need to remember what happened in 2012 on this day. Injustice. Pray for the family and friends of these victims.  #benghazi #GodBlessAmerica #911

We also need to remember what happened in 2012 on this day. Injustice. Pray for the family and friends of these victims. #benghazi #GodBlessAmerica #911

@1 week ago with 1 note
#benghazi #911 #godblessamerica 
People hear what you say, but it means nothing if your actions aren’t speaking the truth.  People are going to be watching you, even if you don’t realize it.  Actions truly speak louder than words.  We must live our lives 100% for Him, otherwise it’s pointless.  #walkthewalk #Christianity #love #Godslove

People hear what you say, but it means nothing if your actions aren’t speaking the truth. People are going to be watching you, even if you don’t realize it. Actions truly speak louder than words. We must live our lives 100% for Him, otherwise it’s pointless. #walkthewalk #Christianity #love #Godslove

@1 week ago with 2 notes
#walkthewalk #godslove #love #christianity 
I’m sorry, I had to share this.  I don’t know what the crap they’re doing today.  #cowboys #dallas #tonyromo

I’m sorry, I had to share this. I don’t know what the crap they’re doing today. #cowboys #dallas #tonyromo

@1 week ago with 1 note
#tonyromo #dallas #cowboys 

Update!

So, here’s an update on my life and where I’ve been.

A couple months ago, I started a new full time job as an Admissions clerk at a hospital.  I’ve been very busy with that, as well as starting school a couple weeks ago.  Because my school hardly has any night classes, all 4 of mine are online.  So it’s been hectic.

I’m trying to make a weekly schedule to follow so I can still fit in the gym after work and still get all my school stuff finished, and it worked out the first half of last week.  The second half of the week my grandpa was in the hospital basically bleeding out (long story) so I spent every day driving to where he was and spending my time there.

It’s frustrating to know I’ve had this blog about 5 years, and I still don’t have a success story. It’s embarrassing, really.  I did lose, at one time, down from 250ish to 208, and it was awesome.  And on that note, I didn’t realize how much thinner I had gotten when I was at 208 until I gained back up.  Now I look back at pictures, and I hate that I let myself gain up, and I hate that I didn’t realize how much better I felt and looked.

I gained up to 274, and now I’m down to between 258-262.  I’ve been stuck here for months, doing well for a few days and losing, then screwing up and gaining back to 262.   

It’s crazy to think I’ve been working at this for 5 years (well, longer really, that’s just when I start my tumblr) and still haven’t achieved much of anything.  It’s such a rollercoaster.  But it’s also irritating, because I have learned so much, yet I’m still like this.  

There are other factors, though, such as my anxiety/depression medicine.  My doctor told me awhile back that it causes the average person to gain 5 pounds a month, and it screws up your metabolism.  So I am battling that weight gain every month.  I’m hoping to cut my dose in half soon, which I have done before.  He also put me on an antidepressant that helps me sleep at night + helps with weight loss, so hopefully that’ll help.

I’m hoping this new schedule thing will really help, plus taking healthy lunches to work has been great.  I just need to focus on evenings.

And on another side note, I’m hoping to be going to Greece next summer, and I definitely don’t want to be the stereotypical fat American.  

So wish me luck!

@2 weeks ago with 2 notes
#weight loss #fitspo #fitspiration #fitness #fit #health #healthy #losing weight #getting healthy #new job #work #school #college #gym #help me #advice #health advice