I am officially 260 pounds. I gained back over 50 pounds.
I hate that. I hate that I let myself go that far. I know there were other factors in there, but a big part was lack of self control.
No more! I am officially starting over today. No more I’ll-do-it-tomorrows, no more I-am-on-my-period-so-I-can-cheat, and no more I’m-tired-and-I-can-work-out-tomorrow.
I leave for NYC in 281 days. I plan on being at 170, so 90 pounds.
I think I can do it. That’s about 2-2.5 pounds a week.
I’ll try to get on here a lot more, and post more recipes, what I eat, work outs, etc.
I HAVE to do this. Not just for vanity (although I’m not going to lie, clothes is a huge motivation), but for my health.
My grandma just found out half her heart is stopped up. I don’t want that to happen to me.
I don’t want disease because I’m overweight. I don’t want to feel self-conscious. I don’t want to feel limited.
I have to do this. It’s going to be hard as heck, but I am focused. I will not fall back anymore. I’m already the biggest I’ve ever been, and that’s no fun. I look back on pictures of me at 208, and I look so much healthier and thinner. I didn’t realize then how much smaller I was.
I am going to prove it to myself, my friends, my family, and everyone else.
I’ll also try to document it on my YouTube channel, twitter, and instagram, so if you want to check that out, please do so. The links are on my page.
Please keep me in your prayers, and if you want to send me motivation or tips, that would rock.@8 months ago with 9 notes
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